MAFIAS

I STILL CAN

Nervous heartbeat pounding through my chest,

Brain going hay-wire, not performing at its best,

Disfunctional personality, screwed up in my head,

Try to breathe normally, gasping for air instead,

A million things running through my mind,

Step back and try to pretend,

Hoping that won't happen again,

I refuse to believe,

You play the perfect part, it's a part meant to deceive...

will everything be normal again?

WEIRD WEEK

Thats me... lying down... *sick-bird*"

When i got home from spring last saturday eating at desserts with friends and its super damn cold inside the spring. Then i got home, it was raining.... so i go and turn on my computer... BANG! O_O"??? ... yup... spoiled... wth.... So i go up use the other computer and BANG too! WTH!?? Even my house phone is not even working, so cant even use the internet ==" My computer have to send to KL to repair~~~
So i spend one whole night in my room or walking around the house for no reason...

Then the next morning.... i got sick... really really bad... I cant even move my entire body i got headache, flu, cough, sore throat, and fever... This is definitely like swine flu symptoms. So i slept in my room for 24 hours straight.... i never even sleep like that before when i was a kid and i still got exam that week and i didn't even study... all because of this sickness i have... makes me weak but i still have to force my self to go to school... haiz~ and i even infected my dad in the car cause i was coughing... so after he sent me home.... 2 hours later... came back with a gas mask and looking ill.. o.o" lol... my house is beeing quarantined...

:D

WAAAAA!!!!??? OMG!!!!!!

HIS ONLY 5 YEARS OLD!!?!?!???

Not again...

For the last 2 weeks... I had gone through depression... now all of a sudden, its back.

How am i going to manage this? how am i going to live with this feeling??

When someones is in a really bad mood or depress... it will take days, weeks or months to recover what you've gone through.

So yea, im in a process of erasing everything that i have been holding on to it... because keeping it will only let it grow.

And i really really feel sorry for this... maybe it is not time for me.... maybe is a mistake.... or maybe is not meant for me.

SCHOOL MADNESS?

Ok... I was high in school... hahaha!


Just because my exams is coming next week for 11 days...so... i don't know if i can survive like this... Stress stress stress~ > <"

So i was too stressed in school and depressed....
so after recess... me and my friend decided to give a happy look with this exams schedule....hahaha, while my other friends are bothering disturbing my other friend with this girl... Lmao~~~ c'mon lah... just because his two front teeth is showing out of his mouth like a rabbit... lol~

Anyway's... i need to study really hard this year.

and good luck to you all... jia you! :D

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