Not again...

For the last 2 weeks... I had gone through depression... now all of a sudden, its back.

How am i going to manage this? how am i going to live with this feeling??

When someones is in a really bad mood or depress... it will take days, weeks or months to recover what you've gone through.

So yea, im in a process of erasing everything that i have been holding on to it... because keeping it will only let it grow.

And i really really feel sorry for this... maybe it is not time for me.... maybe is a mistake.... or maybe is not meant for me.