WHY AM I HAVING THIS FEELING?

GAH!! WHY SUDDENLY I FEEL SO EMO NOWADAYS!? DX

Since two weeks of loneliness, lack of sleep and trap inside my house with a dead phone (no msg)

Am i being myself again? Or am i going back to my old life again where i always have this numb look and being left out.... or is it just me.... i been killing this feeling since i stop blogging....well maybe i have to pour it out here.

And yes... Holidays sucks~