Hard and Easy Times

Every second pass by, I always feel disrupted.
Will my road be straight? Or there is more road that gives me choices. There is a blockade or narrowed in my road that i have to overcome, never thought it would be so tough when your all grown up...

Sometimes, I just want to give up. Though i may feel lost, bewildered, and alone. But there is a little voice inside of me, telling me that i should cheer up. 'Continuing to believe in yourself will not allow discouragement and doubt to blur your visions and wash away your dreams'.

I guess life ought to have though times huh~
But eventually hard times will bring you
Happy times...
It just depends on how you look at it.

Things tend to happen for a reason,
Which is hard to see at first time.
You won't see it unless you go seek,
Sometimes it takes time to see it,

But most of time all it takes patience.
Be patient, and tough times will pass.

Rainbows are hard to be seen,
But it will reveal itself and that we should
embrace it. Unless it storm recently.
I have hopes that my life will be sunny.

I have to work hard and take many productive steps in a positive direction that i am bound to succeed. Whatever the hurt of the moment may be, it will pass. Tomorrow is always a new dawn. Today should pause, rest, take a deep breath and then look ahead. I had heard people said that 'Each step you achieve will bring you closer to your dreams'. My rainbows are always there waiting. Happiness is just the next turn.

I'm not being emotions and all...haha~

Other than that, I updated! :D

Happy?

SMK GREEN ROAD FORM 5A [2009]

GOODBYE

GOODBYE

MY AGES AND LOOKS

Lol the past and the present haha :D

Just born: Ok i wasnt sure what is that tube thing doing on my big head o.O"?
Age 1: My first traveling to Singapore... ahoy! :D
Age 2: hmmm... i dont know where's that lols~
Age 3: I dont know wheres that too... (Amnesia :P)
Age 4-6: The age of naughtiness >:D
Age 7-11: hmmmm grew weight..... and on the beach wet o.o
Age 12-13: obese! hahahaha! wtf~
Age 14: yea! teenager.... very active... and stressful lols
Age 15: hmmm.... getting lazy and sleepy... lols~ ( miss my long hair :( )
Age 16: My first spectacles
NOW: well.... you know lah... haha :D

MAFIAS

I STILL CAN

Nervous heartbeat pounding through my chest,

Brain going hay-wire, not performing at its best,

Disfunctional personality, screwed up in my head,

Try to breathe normally, gasping for air instead,

A million things running through my mind,

Step back and try to pretend,

Hoping that won't happen again,

I refuse to believe,

You play the perfect part, it's a part meant to deceive...

will everything be normal again?

WEIRD WEEK

Thats me... lying down... *sick-bird*"

When i got home from spring last saturday eating at desserts with friends and its super damn cold inside the spring. Then i got home, it was raining.... so i go and turn on my computer... BANG! O_O"??? ... yup... spoiled... wth.... So i go up use the other computer and BANG too! WTH!?? Even my house phone is not even working, so cant even use the internet ==" My computer have to send to KL to repair~~~
So i spend one whole night in my room or walking around the house for no reason...

Then the next morning.... i got sick... really really bad... I cant even move my entire body i got headache, flu, cough, sore throat, and fever... This is definitely like swine flu symptoms. So i slept in my room for 24 hours straight.... i never even sleep like that before when i was a kid and i still got exam that week and i didn't even study... all because of this sickness i have... makes me weak but i still have to force my self to go to school... haiz~ and i even infected my dad in the car cause i was coughing... so after he sent me home.... 2 hours later... came back with a gas mask and looking ill.. o.o" lol... my house is beeing quarantined...

:D